letting go

February 07, 2007 | 03:31 AM
letting go
It's when love turns to need. Its when love becomes more desire than nurture and caring. Its when love turns in into possesion and then into obsession. It's when you say 'you belong to me'. It's the beginings of ownership. It's the beginings of the end of love...

Do I stop loving you when you leave ? Do I stop loving you when you die ? If to leave someone you love is a deciet, then why is death not a deceit ? Just because the first has choice and the next does not ? Then we have to examine the questions of choice and og much deeper into what choices we do have,

Or get into ideas of Destiny and karmic influences that may rule who we meet, how we interact and what we do to each other.

Whether you believe that or not, can ownership ever be love ?

shekhar

farewell...

February 06, 2007 | 03:59 AM
farewell...
and
if my spirit
nurtured yours
as yours did mine


then the crossing
of our paths
are forever
blessed upon
our seperated journeys

shekhar

Love and Eternity 2

October 03, 2006 | 04:15 PM
Love and Eternity 2
Pallavi asks : why does (love) have to be irrational and like a drug induced high.... all grand and emphasised through every action and thought... why cant it be allowed to be a little passive... to be allowed to wane a bit at times.... how much energy can be expected from one source and one source only...why cant you just like someone you love sometimes without wanting to jump them and get into their heads.... without expecting them to fire you up everytime without fail.... why does it have to be fireworks... and how sustainable is that kind of effect...

Hey Pallavi, how well you have written this, and how searing your words are. Who amongst us have not felt this, so all I can say is :

Welcome, Pallavi to the chaos of love. Welcome to the letting go of structure. Welcome to self discovery, where the other person is an object of absolute obsession, only because the that person is your conduit to the Divine. Welcome to letting go of the illusion of structure and extreme individuality, which we assume is normalcy, welcome to your consciousness reverberating through the 'love induced high' calling you to itself. Welcome to glimpses of Eternity.

Welcome also to the fear of letting go. Welcome to the pain of possibe loss. Welcome then, to the anguish of the loss of connection to your eternal self, if that love does leaves you. What are you really afraid of, the loss of the individual or the loss of your glimpses into your internal self.

Why this particular individual ? Is that person part of your Karmic growth ? Was there a reason that person entered your life ? Is your soul looking to resolve something ?

How sustainable ? The answer lies in your Ego. How much of the fear of loss has to do with the Ego. How comfortable are you with the letting go of control. How easily can you accept that the Chaos you feel is the reality and control and 'normalcy' is the illusion.

Tough, tough, Pallavi. I know. To find a high, and then sublimate it beyond obsession for one individual and seek something far greater.

We are after all, only human.

Shekhar

Love, my friend

April 26, 2006 | 03:47 PM
Love, my friend
What good is your love ?

What good is your love ?
my friend
if it does not mirror
that which I don't know
about myself ?

What good is your love,
my friend
if I cannot prostrate myself
to the God of vulnerability
in your presence ?

shekhar